This isn't my usualy thing...
I'm not good at being vulnerable. I guess fighters understand that.
My wife (after 11 years of marriage) and I are currently in the process of divorcing. I feel pretty horrible about it but don't see a better way. There's a lot of back story I could share but won't. In short, there are a lot of other outlying issues as well as the pretty usual ones. I guess it's impossible to turn down prayer...
Vulnerable is the best way to be! I wanna share whats going on with me real quick, On Nov 30th I had a heart attack, Jan 3rd I became unemployed, this pat weekend my wife said she wanted a divorce! After all this I could be upset, however for the first time in my life I actually heard God!
I heard the same messages this week that I have heard for many years. This time I really "heard" them. I will pray for you my brother I will also pray that you really hear what is being said! Take this opportunity for God to reveal what he really wants you to hear!
We wonder why life can be so hard. We question why peace seems so far. What have we done to make things hurt so bad? Was it a past mistake, or do we not appreciate all we have? The truth is it doesn't matter when hard times come our way. All we need to remember is they won't stay that way . So chin up, learn what you can and smile. Soon you'll see even your suffering was worth your while. - Jacob Israel
We are praying for you bro. Keep fighting.